The unbearable heaviness of being (a INTP)

I desperately need a usb entry directly into the brain, to allow direct exchange of thoughts and information from-to my mind and a computer. This is the only way I can possibly communicate to the world what happens inside my head and collect all the necessary and constantly changing information out there without need of such boring, time consuming and imprecise activities such as writing, talking, extensively reading and, above all, explaining...how can I possibly use my time to explain to people what I think...why should I do it when I could and have to (have to! Is a Need...) use that very same time to think further, to think new things, concepts, perspectives...why do I have to use my time in such a boring exercise such as chop down in intermediate, comprehensible steps the ideas I have already thought from the beginning to the very far end in a fraction of a second, in its entirety and completeness, why do I have to waste my time in explaining obvious, obvious, obvious things when I can use my mind power for what it is meant to be used for, grasping the ultimate Meaning...because I am not self-fulfilling... Because I do not and cannot only live in my head, I have a body, I have tangible needs, and those needs can only be fulfilled by interaction with the society around me, by other people, and among those needs there are those of being understood, loved and accepted...and this cannot happen if I don't explain you, because what is obvious to me, is not obvious to you...that's why my biggest desire is a usb entry directly into my brain, so I can transmit what is inside without need for explaining it... that's what moves me, the desire of being seen as I really am, and, possibly, to meet as many people as possible who are as close as possible to the way I am...and there are very, very few of those people...so there is no way around "wasting" some of my time and energy to communicate and explain you... I do not only need the USB-brain connection for output, but of course also for input...I look at all the written material out there and I get vertigo...books, newspaper articles, internet websites... I want it directly injected in my brain, without need to read it and without having to consciously deal with all the useless stuff...just getting the essence out of it, because I need it to fuel my thoughts, to find interest in always new topics, since the old ones don't last much...dissected, analysed, thrown inside-out, understood...further, next...who can invent a usb-brain connection for me?...Elon Musk?